I'm going to give drawing a break. Sorta. I'm not going to upload anything until i get my tablet and painter. In the mean time i'm going to work on basic anatomy and hopefully when i do upload things, i'll be able to really wow some people. Tomorrow is my birthday, and i'm so freaking excited! C'est tres bon. I'll even get my paycheck from work! However, i'm not having the best of mornings. Sometimes it feels like i'm still learning how to be a human being.

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I hate that i can be so bitchy. Can't seem to stop myself though. I cant stop myself from looking like a spoiled brat either. I mean, i did earn that money myself. I pay for my own gass. Hell, i paid for my car. I dont get an allowance, and i havent bought myself clothes, makeup, movies, or anything other than 1 magazine, gass, and a couple of sodas witht those paychecks. I'm saving up for the tablet and painter. I've never really been able to spell, so i supose it's my fault i look like a illiterate bitch.

Maybe i've been so excited about becoming independant that i've turned into a money whore? I mean, my parents arent poor or in debt my any means. My dad is buying himelf a new car soon (one that doesnt use as much gass as his truck). He wants a Honda civic. And my parents should buy themselve nice things. When i was younger we were DIRT poor. The army works like that. You start off with shit and you end up with gold. You win the rat race but loose your mind after a few years on the front lines.

I dont know.